Almost 2 weeks since my previous post. Well, this week marks the temporarily stop to all my tuitions (well almost all), since i'm having my exams in May! Omg... just 2 more weeks..?! So fast?! Anyway i think i've been like looking forward to stopping my tuitions since i don't know how many months ago! I guess you just dread doing something that u have been doing for quite some time. And plus if its not so enjoyable when u have students that are difficult to teach.. the feelings just became stronger.

Just now over lunch i was having thoughts in my mind. What do i really wan to do after i finished studying? Which is in about a few months time... guess what came to my mind? Haha.. my ambition that i wrote down in class when our teacher asked us to do so.. I wrote this: Open my own shop, selling things that i like. And things that i like.. various things came to my mind, be it clothes, shoes or other stuff..haha naive thoughts when i was young i guess.. Haiz.. you see now, intially i thought i really wanted to get into NIE and be a teacher.. But i have second thoughts when i find myself almost 'cursing' my tutees or basically questioning whether i have the ability to teach.. obviously my second option besides going into NIE (that is if i manage to get in) will be to go get an office 9 to 5 job. Since thats basically what the degree i'm studying now enables me to do...

That aside.. i have more than enough time to worry about those things after my exams... Now.. i really need the concentration to sit down and study!!! But... i find myself stuck on FaceBook! Yes.. i go in daily to take care of my pet, Usagi Chan.

Saw the picture below? Its the remains of a nice toilet roll that i gave him! And almost every time i looked into his cage, he is busy working on his toilet roll. Busily chewing it. haha... yes.. thats my brother's hamster.. the one that we call Monster. You see i somehow ended up looking after him as well.. i'm the one to do the feeding, getting him to sand bathe and also to change his cage. Haiz... he looks thin so i wanted him to grow abit fatter.. but till now he still seems the same.

Don't think that only Monster likes to chew his toilet roll. This little fella below also likes to do that! And the only difference that separates him from Monster is that he chew his toilet roll from the inside out! And he actually finished chewing the whole toilet roll faster that Monster. So i called him a strategic hamster. He got brains! Below you can see him using the pieces of toilet roll to make his bed! haha.. he just loves doing that! I changed his bedding and removed all of those and he just starts chewing the toilet roll and make new ones!

Had 2 lectures yesterday in school until 6.30pm. After class, went to clarke quay to meet Ghislaine and Wei Har for dinner @ Liang Court. Wei Har wanted to bring us to try out the nice Japanese Cake @ Tempopo Deli and also the Japanese food there. =) I had a slice of chocolate cake and Ghislaine and Wei Har had the Cheese Cake. The cake is nice.. its like sponge cake.. and the whipped cream in top is not too creamy.. its those very light cream...

The chocolate cake i ate.

The Cheesecake.

Me & Ghislaine

Wei Har and the Cakes! =)

爸爸星期一的手术很成功。 我和妈妈当天一早就到医院去， 我以为我已经平复好心情， 要坚强的去为爸爸打气。 可是， 当我看见护士来为爸爸在要开刀的部位做记号， 又看见爸爸换上做手术穿的衣服， 我就很担心， 感到鼻酸。 爸爸的手术时间是下午十二点多。 时间一分一秒的过去， 看见护士推手术床进来， 看见爸爸躺在上面， 他对我和妈妈微笑， 应该是他想叫我们放心。 我很努力的克制自己的眼泪。 我不想爸爸看见。 护士们把爸爸推到手术室的路途， 我们一路陪伴。 然后眼巴巴的看着爸爸被送进手术室。 仿佛像我们看电视里演的一样， 我们只能在门外等着。 手术有4个钟头长， 比起护士告诉我们的2个钟头还要长。 在手术室外等待的心情难以用文字形容， 等啊等着， 我们也向那里的护士询问了6次， 到了傍晚才得到爸爸手术完成的消息。 然后， 还等了2个钟头， 因为医生要观察爸爸的情况， 稳定了才能被送到病房。 看见爸爸从手术室出来， 他是清醒的。 脸色很差， 说很痛。 我心里真的很不好受。 眼泪又流了出来。 那晚， 我的眼睛一直都红红的。 爸爸服了止痛药睡着后我们才离开。

爸爸现在已经好多了。 但是， 手术过后， 就没有办法像以前一样。 平时的生活习惯也必须有所调整。 我昨天看见爸爸的伤口， 心真的好痛。 为什么要是爸爸？？ 又想到爸爸以后生活会与普通人稍微的不一样就觉得.... 这是我们一家人要一起去克服的。 爸爸出院后， 还得修养一个月才能完全康复。

健康真的很重要， 我现在真的能体会到这句话的意思。 我要努力面对， 快来临的大考， 找一份稳当的工作， 努力赚钱。 在不久的将来， 买一栋像我们旧家那样的大房子， 让我们一家人可以住得舒舒服服。 也要有够钱让我们一家人一起出国玩。

爸爸星期一动手术。

祈祷一切顺利。

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