A new series that i'm watching now!!! Very Nice!!!

Most importantly, Lin Zhi Ying is acting in it!!! haha...

I'm very amazed by him, been in the entertainment biz for like 14 years already..

and he still didn't change much!

Can you guess that he's 33 years old already?

haha... so amazing...

Just got home not long ago... had lessons the whole day today...

Revision classes... and the depressing thing is i'm having lessons this Saturday and Sunday as well!!!

And know what, its for the whole day from 10 to 5pm...=(

Haiz... first time in my life i'm attending class on a Sunday..

But i guess classes on Sundays will be very common in the next few years... haiz...

okie.. i'll go watch one show.. then after that after dinner i'll go and do one maths paper..

I promise myself tt i'll do it!!! =)

I guess everyone wears a different mask when they are facing different people and in different environments. Where will you be able to find someone that will truly show his/her true face and greet everyone with a genuine heart? Even in small children, it is also evident. They could be an angel in school, recieving praises from their teachers. On the other hand, at home they will be a devil, not listening to their parents and so on.

To me, i think those people that are really scary are those that wears a smile on their faces but when there's no more relation between anymore, they change their face in a split of a second. (pls excuse me, just a thought that came to my mind just now when i recieve an sms from my ex-P4 student=(... feeling really depressed and sad by that incident... i just need time to get over it... )

Sometimes a simple greeting from a friend whom you have not been contacting for quite sometime is really heartwarming. =) We might have been busying with our own stuff.. but.. when we really have time to think back...those simple gestures, simple greeting are really things that make each day go on...

revision classes are starting soon on thursday.. not really looking forward to those... one look at the timetable, brings my mood down to the deep blue sea! imagine having classes on saturadays and sundays?! arghh..

sometimes i'll be thinking, how come others seems to be enjoying their life...even if to you they might be slogging like mad dog.. but they could still feel happy?! why? i really wanna know...

i guess i tend to worry alot... i worry for all the wrong reasons...sometimes i seriously know that i should be getting worried.. but i'm just not feeling worried at all! i worry when my tuition timings are clashing with my examination dates n revision classes dates.. when seriously i know all these could be sort out soon.. but i just can't help worrying... i could even be worried about that all the way until i get it sorted out!

my friend once commented that i'm a very sensitive person.. i care alot about how others look at me... a perhaps unintention glance from a stranger on the street.. i would think why is that person looking at me? do i look weird?.. you know its like i'll keep asking myself questions... or maybe another way of looking at the issue.. i dun have much confidence in myself ba... a harmless comment from someone.. when it went into my ears.. i'll try to think whether it really meant what it meant on the surface...

i need to give tuition coz i need the pocket money.. thats what i have always been telling myself.. sometimes i also don't know from where i got all the perserverance to go to every tuition lesson... is money the driving force? i don't know...

my friend once commented that i'm a very sensitive person.. i care alot about how others look at me... a perhaps unintention glance from a stranger on the street.. i would think why is that person looking at me? do i look weird?.. you know its like i'll keep asking myself questions... or maybe another way of looking at the issue.. i dun have much confidence in myself ba... a harmless comment from someone.. when it went into my ears.. i'll try to think whether it really meant what it meant on the surface...

Thinking about the past again...

I guess we humans think alot when we have nothing to do...

Have always been thinking about the past.. during Secondary School days, during JC days.. sometimes during Primary school days...

Those were the carefree days... after been through almost 20 years of my life...

Those Sec sch days when i was complaining that studying was hard, they were nth when u go higher...

Was in Guides in Sec Sch days.. guess where am I in the photo.. haha

Secondary sch days were fine... not much ups and downs.. except for those torturing Maths lessons during Sec 3 n 4...

This picture credits to pQ =)

JC days..was hectic.. been through alot in those 2 years.. unhappy days.. few really happy days...

PW's a really bad experience... CCA was enjoyable... Econs tutorials' a torture...lots more...

Besides all that, sometimes i really wish that i could turn back the clock..

But then again, even if its really possible, will i be experiencing those same things again??

Took a picture of the railings that has just been fixed across the path way below my block.

Seriously i think it isn't of much use.

As firstly, they are obstructing people walking across that path.

Secondly, if they are there to prevent bicycles to be riding across, then sorry, no use.

In fact bicycles could still make their way through, they only slows down their speed ba...

Haiz... somemore sometimes when you ae walking on the path,

and there's someone walking so so so slowly infront of u..

you can't even overtake tt person, due to those stupid railings!

Very irritating you know sometimes...

Hehe.. have been watching this taiwan drama lately, just finished it today...=) Its a nice show.. very funny in the beginning then after that towards the end its really sad... but happy ending in the end la... Acted by Xiao Zhu and Da S... they r a pair of bickering couple in the show... very funny when you see them quarrelling and arguing with each other...

Xiao Zhu as Qin Lang in the show, has a passion for drawing... and eventually or should i say near the beginning, he falls for Xin Lei acted by Da S.
Da S acting as Xin Lei, a daugghter from a wealthy family in the beginning. Everything is perfect for her, parents who love n dotes on her. And also a loving boyfriend whom has just proposed to her.. but things began to change when her parents announced bankcrupt... but.. if not for that she will not meet Qin Lang=)
They love to quarrel with one another... =)Aww.. sweet.. this is when they like each other le ba.. but then being 2 people who dun speak what their heart says.. it took quite a few episodes later b4 they told each other that they liked each other.. BUT at that time... her stupid fiance came looking for her again (he left her for another girl to settle his parents financal problems at home when her parents declare bankcrupt)...

This picture was taken in Yr 2003 during Sec4 graduation night...

missed those days where u don't have to worry much except ur sch results...

Life's different now... u worry about much more things...

I just lose one tuition kid... so still back to sq one with 2 students..

Starting to question my teaching ability...

My friend asked me a question: i need so much cash for wat?

This question sets me thinking... why?

enough cash for me to go Taiwan for holiday?

enough cash for me to eat something good once in a while?

enough cash to support my misc expences like if i suddenly feel like buying wat i like?

enough cash for wat? =(

why i always feel that i don't have enough money???

06-March-2007 19:45
The Mum's Sms to me: Hi, for my gal tuition fix at 6.30pm for mon and thur, 1 1/2 hrs. Her CA1 result for all the subjects were done very badly esp englishonly 35/100. I'm quite upset of her result... as no improving...

My sms reply: Okay.. can.. I'll try my best to help her... (wat can i say? haiz...)

i'm very sad and depressed now... how come will like tt? My the other student in 1 1/2 hr i like can do so much with her... this p4.. she sometimes take almost an hr to do just hw.... seriously i teach her also teach till very sianz... feel like cheating money like tt.. sometimes go there n see her do hw for almost an hr.. then left 30mins... if lets say do maths.. at the speed she is doing... only at most complete 2 to 3 problem sums.then she dun wan to think herself... only sitting there waiting for me to say ans only... then i think the mum is hinting if results still never improve will change tutor... coz got one time she like smile smile like tt say la... to her daughter in front of me.. say if her results still never improvethen will change tutor.. also i think she dun like the timing always jumping around not fixed.. but then.. its not me!!!! its her daughter say wan wat time wat time de can....got one time even worst... tuition in the late afternoon.. i reached abit earlier.. so have to wait for her finish her lunch.. then she was watching vcd and eating at the same time.. u know tt time how long i waited to start tuition? almost 1/2 an hr can.. and its not because she still eating but SHE came in n tell me she wan to watch the vcd show... n then continue sit there watching.. coz her lunch still slowly eating.... i mean am i tt easy to bully... students could climb up on my head anytime they want?! that time was the 1st time after teaching tuition for quite sometime, that i'm at the verge of blowing my top! i mean i dun like to scold students also.. scold le i also no mood to contuine teaching.. wats the point like tt? Arghh... if not for the one most important thing in life now: MONEY... i dun have to put myself through such tortures...

make me now no mood to study for my last paper tml.. which is sociology.. =( feel like bursting in tears la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!! NOTHINGS GOING WELL EXCEPT ALL THE BAD THINGS!!!

Arghh... Maths paper today will not be very well done.... haiz...

Tomorrow's Stats.... will not be any better la... haiz...

No Feel to study you know... haha..

But nonetheless.. i'll try to do my best...

P.S: under my links I've just added the link to my photo album... =)

Went out to study Maths and Stats today...

Haiz... its like thousands years since i touch the 2 subjects

I really feel that i'm squeezing all my brain juices.. trying to figure out how to do the sums!!!

Hiaz.. how to go for prelims on Monday like that?!

Oh ya some good news... i just got another new P5 student for Maths tuition!!!

Yipee... that means more income for me!!!! haha...

and also my P4 student the mum wants to extend the tuition hours...

Which means.. even more income for me!!! Wahaha

So now with 3 students... i guess my monthly pocket money, all my expenses no problem le..!!! =)

Don't feel like blogging much today.. but then saw that my last post was 24/02 and today's 1/3 already..so i feel that i should blog a post.. haha

Went to attend a seminar on internet marketing today.. very fruitful experience... talks about how to market your products online and make people go to your website...

Prelims: 2 paper down... 3 more to go... but then after the second paper on wed i felt that the prelims is over already! haha... i'm hopeless i know...

Nowdays been watching Bang Bang Tang from Channel V.. a taiwan variety show that is like a talent show la actually... then you have guys participating then till now they have selected 6 of them to form a boyband... =) Personally i'm very amazed and impressed by a few of them... its like some of them are only a few years older than me.. and some even younger than me... and they have the courage to stand in front of a big group of auidence and perform.. and some of them their dance moves or their singing is quite gd given their age... and they have only been in the enterainment business for like less than a yr and have so many fans already.. haha i mean they have the appealing lookks ba.. if not i won't even glance them a second look when i first knew they even exist.. haha compared to their female counterparts.. another Variety show called Hei She Hui Mei Mei.. they are much better i must say.. although given that i'm a female and i shouldn't be making that comment... haha