My initial plan was to wait till after my last paper next Monday before blogging my next post... but as you see.. haha the plan didn't worked out.. haha.. here i'm blogging away le.... ahhhh!!!

Anyway, i was checking my email and then you know if you have a friendster account, its would automatically send you email on any updates that you friends have made to their friendster account right.. then i saw that my bro had updated his account.. haha and being the curious me.. i went to have a look at his updated friendster account...haha.. yes.. what you are up to will never escape the prying eyes of you siblings!!! Wahaha (evil laughter......)

haha... but what i wanted to put across is that its the 1st time i saw how his girlfriend look like... haha.. my comments? Hmm.. ok la.. look like a typical girl lor... long rebonded hair... with glasses.. very thin i must say... as i was browsing.. i really suddenly felt that time really flies... just a few days ago.. my little bro was asking me to help him find a photo of himself when he was young... i think he need it for his holiday homework.. then i took the opportunity to flip through a few photo albums... browsing through all the photos we took when we were so young... and then now look at my bro with a photo of him and his girlfriend.... haiz... we have all grown up so much... till the age where my little bro is already knowing what is love... soon it will be my smallest bro.. Murphy's turn... haha.. then my mother have to worry all over again...

Till then... i can't imagine how old i'll be... and he would not want to go out for movies with me anymore... he would rather spend time with his girlfriend then... haiz.... say he is 18 when he got a girlfriend.. then i would be like 26 already!!! OMG... going into my thirties already!!! Maybe till then i would still be busy working my ass off at work... having the daily routine life.. wake up early.. go work.. evening go home.. and the next day.. the same cycle all over again... will there be a Mr Right at my side.. i don't know.. haha but hopefully... i would still be able to have gatherings with a small group of friends.. once in a while.. the feeling would be great i'm sure... =) Really.. sometimes we just don't want to grow up and face the adult world.. do we...?

I got home to day in the evening and my little brother asked me this:


Wahaha... OMG... i think we all students just think so alike!!! Haha.. we are looking at all the possible times where we can slack and don't have to study! haha...

On a side note: My dad was quite fed up when he realized that my other brother is leaving his laptop at his girlfriend's house... ok la not really very angry or what la.. but then looking from a parent's point of view... this girlfriend of his has already gotten herself quite a negative impression in our household... because of her.. my pathetic bro is like on the phone all day long... and worst still he is like not at home 99% of the time... even during the weekends.. where everyone is usually at home.. we don't get to see even a shadow of him! Seriously like our house is a JUST a hotel that he stays in... early morning check out then late at night when everyone is asleep le then check in again... what de hell!!! Haiz... so i can kinda understand how my dad feels.. the laptop issue is just like a trigger... because of all the things that have been happening earlier on... i mean of course having a girlfriend will be nice.. someone to take care of and stuff.. but then till the extent where you have your whole life going haywire.. everything you do.. the girl is the 中心点.. then i feel that its too over le..i mean having a girlfriend doesn't mean that you don't have to lead your normal life ba...in life its not only love that is important ba... what about friends? family?

Girlfriends Boyfriends...will they really be there when you encounter problems.. i cannot say 100%.. but family.. no matter what happens.. they will definitely be there for you... that's what i believe in... ok maybe what I'm saying doesn't seem very persuasive... but I'm just speaking my mind... I seriously hope my brother will realize what he has been doing these 2 months.. and whether he thinks all these are appropriate... He is on attachment... still schooling.. not earning his own income... not to say.. having the income to support a girlfriend right...? so where does all those money he spent to maybe bring the girl out for meals and movies come from? of course our parents!!! Our parent have already been working hard to have the income to support this family... i don't see the reason why they must pay to support someone else daughter! Ok.. sorry if I'm been crude or what... but this is just the reality...! See.. if the guy's already working in society.. having his own income... then it would be another different issue... at least he would be supporting his girlfriend with HIS own income.. and not his parents!!! See the difference???

That's why i think teenagers shouldn't be dating!!! Unless the money that spent on dates will always be divided 50-50... but i barely think that its possible!!!

Today was my last paper that I'm going to take at the Singapore Expo Hall 1. The next time I'm going to be there would be in another year's time. My last paper on June 2nd will be at town area.

Principles of Sociology 279 0021 20th May 2008
Erm... i actually have mixed feelings about this paper. Hmm.. how should i put it... ok.. let put it this way... i actually understand what I'm studying in this unit like FINALLY after 2 years... but then the questions that came out for Section A this time round.. I think its not very similar to what I have expected... but as i was saying.. given the knowledge that i understand for the paper.. i think i might fare better if I'm doing the 2007 paper.. yes the one which i failed at last year... haiz... now i only hope that i can pass this unit and not have to retake it for like the 2nd time next year!!! The essay parts was still ok.. but i can say that i mixed up some of the theories and my essay is not very in depth!!! Anyway its over le and I'm feeling quite relaxed... might even decide to slack for the rest of this week and only start studying again for my last paper next week....

我想要说... 有谁能听见呢？ 明天又是周末了， 是个长周末。 因为星期一也是公共假期。 脑海里想到一些事情， 想上来说说。 每人看也无所谓。

每个人就仿佛在演戏。 今天你得去学校上课， 那你今天所扮演的角色就是个学生。 今天你要去当家教， 那你今天在你学生和家长面前扮演的角色就是为补习老师。 可以从另外一个角度去看， 像说， 我每天都在扮演同样一个角色， 那就是扮演〈陈微微〉。 我每天都在以别人的眼光， 自己觉得别人会怎么看我等等， 在扮演〈陈微微〉这个角色。 演得好不好， 从周围的人的反应就会大概知道。

学业的考试成绩也是一样， 你不必说话， 考试成绩就已经帮你把一切都说出来了。 就算大家常说：“成绩不能代表一切” 但是大家往往是， 说一套做一套的。

为什么突然想说这些， 我也不知道。 可能就是有感而发吧。

明天周末， 已经很久没有像这样， 可以不必早起， 赶着去教补习了。 因为考试的关系， 我把补习全都取消了。 如果不是考试， 我想我也不能让自己这么轻松， 但是也因为考试， 我也不能整整正正地休息。 如果没考试又没补习， 该有多好。 我就能轻松地回去过单单纯纯的学生生活。 可是， 想归想， 那种日子好象很久很久以前就已经离我好远好远了吧..... 我还能回头吗？

Managerial Economics 2790028 15th May 2008
Its not as bad as i have expected it to be... the questions are doable.. but not to the extend that i can safely say that i will do well.. just praying that I'll be able to pass the paper.. that's all... i mixed up some of my concepts... though when i opened the question paper... the first question gave me 'light'! yes.. coz its something that i have studied for! and i knew how to do it! but then towards the end of the paper....oh mannn.. i'm not so sure abt the paper anymore.... and then my seat number was 124....124... want to fall!!! its a bad omen! i knew it!!!! =(

Principles of Accounting 2790025 16th May 2008
Just finished this paper today... it was bad.. worst than ME paper to me... Most of the questions came out weird... nth similar to all the past yr questions that i have prepared for...! Oh no.. i think there's no hope of me clearing all my units this year...=(

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Hehe.. this cartoon is from the Anime: D Gray Man.. so cute right? haha i guess you have to watch the anime then you will find it cute!!! Oh and you guys if interested in Animes.. should go watch Vampire Knights as well! very nice i like! haha.. and also Suteki Tantei Labyrinth and also Library War are nice too! =) Just something to watch and laugh before you bury yourself into your books again sometimes...

P.S. And just to side track abit... guess wat time my bro got home yesterday? oh no should be TODAY? 12am? 1am? 2am? no all wrong.. he actually got home at 4am... fantastic right? I'm actually quite surprised that my parents are not as angry as i have imagined them to be in my mind... hmm... or maybe i'm just being over sensitive...

Just finished my Management Mathematics paper today... I'll try to make it a point to blog a review on each paper after I've finished each paper...haha... just smth to motivate myself tt i should study hard now.. and the exam is going to be over soon!!! =)

Management Mathematics 2790076
Overall, i think the paper is doable. But surprisingly the Sets question this time round is very difficult... i had difficult forming my venn diagram. But again surprisingly, the index number question is quite simple, that is the calculation part only i guess.. the theory part.. 2nd half of the question i think i'm just crapping my way through! The calculation part is quite simple, just need to apply the formulas that i've memorised for LPI, LQI, PPI and PQI! i was still expecting something like the Irving Fisher or Marshall Edgeworth formula to come out?! Phew.... luckily those din come out.. haha.. oh and then as quite expected the Similarity Matrix question is out.. have no difficulty doing that question... except the commenting part as usual.. haha... but i'm quite sad that the drawing of the dendrogram is not required! Hmm.. ah and then there's the forecasting question... quite standard, u are asked to form a forecast using the 3 month moving average, followed by the exponential smoothing.. then to find the mean absolute derivative (MAD) and the mean square error (MSE).. but then there's still one problem.. the values given are so big!! Imagine values like 300000 you know.. then we are expected to sq values with 5 digits!!! Tell me how would u do that with a stupid calculator that can only display 8 digits?!!! Hopefully i'm not the only one that encounter this problem... if not.. i might have attempted the question wrongly!!! Ah and then there is the technology matrix question.. i checked and yipee.. my method is correct.. but then my final answer like very weird... haha.. but maybe i'll still earn some marks there... haha yup.. that's all i have to say about the paper today...

One more day left for me to finish studying my Managerial Economics which is on Thurdsay..=)

Ciao.... =)

Yes... my 1st paper is really starting in 4 days time. Oh mannn... can you imagine.. some of my frens had already started their exams yesterday...! Oh and as usual... i'm not fully prepared to go for the paper yet.... haiz its like since i started takings exams in school... there is not one paper that i can say that i'm fully well prepared for it... hmm... does that happen to most people or is it just me?? Now i just want to do my best (i hope....) and get all my papers done and over with!!!

Was feeling quite down yesterday evening... emo-ing again i guess... but not to worry.. i haven gotten over it quite quickly... but at the same time, i began to think about the past.. classes that i didn't even realise how much i enjoyed myself in... namely.. literature classes.. be it during JC days or during Sec school days... putting aside the fear that i had during class when i'm so afraid the teacher will point a question at me and i can't think of an answer... i think deep down i really enjoyed literature classes... i miss those days where the teacher would explain Shakespeare's play Julius Caesar to us..and even Othello and Anthony and Cleo that we did during JC days... i miss those days where we were to interpret a poem in class... i miss those days where we were studying Utopian Literature.. haha although i din manage to make time to finish reading all the readings that will given to us.. but still i enjoyed those classes... the thing about literature an Arts subject is that its really up to ur own reading ur own interpretations.. as long as u argue ur way through.. you will be award the marks.. it might not be what the examiner had in mind but if u do make some sense.. you will still be credited... =) I really missed the old days.. although those 2 years in JC might not be the most wonderful part of my life.. neither is it the most clever decision that i made in my life.. but its those little things that made me not regret my choice so much i guess...=) i really think that i am becoming more n more like an old lady! kept reminiscing about the past.. just like an old lady.. having the "ah those good old days" syndrome...!

Anyway, much said.. i think its time to have a reality check.. no going back in time.. so time to buck up and prepare to take the exam that is coming!!! I shall rest my brain till 11pm today and continue to study later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the marker that i bought.. can write on a mirror or window.. any glass surface.. ( was inspired when i saw 直树 in 恶作剧之吻 and 恶作剧2吻 using.. haha.. i think its so cool now.. next time when i have the opportunity to.. i want my room to have a huge glass window.. then at night i could use the marker to write on the window... ah.. imagine.. against the dark night sky.. the projection of the marker's ink... so cool!!!)

I helped my student did this collage (we are suppose to find 5 different types of orchids and make an attractive collage out of it) just now during tuition... hmm... is this what a collage's suppose to look like anyway?? Anyone? haha.. but i guess i still have this tiny winy bit that is artistic in me? hehe... anyway.. next week's tuition schedule is going to be very packed like sardine.. coz its their exam period and i wan to squeeze as many lessons as possible so that i can clear off my weekends and make time to do my own studying as well.. my exams will be in about a week's time... Oh mannn... why so fast?

And know what i have not been studying much!!! Sit down study a while then will turn to my comp and start reading one chapter of a Manga that i have been reading online recently... (Vampire Knight!!!! its so so interesting the storyline!!! i'm loving it!!!) ... ARGHH... someone pls help me to get off the computer and get back to my books for a longer period of time!!!???