Yes... my 1st paper is really starting in 4 days time. Oh mannn... can you imagine.. some of my frens had already started their exams yesterday...! Oh and as usual... i'm not fully prepared to go for the paper yet.... haiz its like since i started takings exams in school... there is not one paper that i can say that i'm fully well prepared for it... hmm... does that happen to most people or is it just me?? Now i just want to do my best (i hope....) and get all my papers done and over with!!!

Was feeling quite down yesterday evening... emo-ing again i guess... but not to worry.. i haven gotten over it quite quickly... but at the same time, i began to think about the past.. classes that i didn't even realise how much i enjoyed myself in... namely.. literature classes.. be it during JC days or during Sec school days... putting aside the fear that i had during class when i'm so afraid the teacher will point a question at me and i can't think of an answer... i think deep down i really enjoyed literature classes... i miss those days where the teacher would explain Shakespeare's play Julius Caesar to us..and even Othello and Anthony and Cleo that we did during JC days... i miss those days where we were to interpret a poem in class... i miss those days where we were studying Utopian Literature.. haha although i din manage to make time to finish reading all the readings that will given to us.. but still i enjoyed those classes... the thing about literature an Arts subject is that its really up to ur own reading ur own interpretations.. as long as u argue ur way through.. you will be award the marks.. it might not be what the examiner had in mind but if u do make some sense.. you will still be credited... =) I really missed the old days.. although those 2 years in JC might not be the most wonderful part of my life.. neither is it the most clever decision that i made in my life.. but its those little things that made me not regret my choice so much i guess...=) i really think that i am becoming more n more like an old lady! kept reminiscing about the past.. just like an old lady.. having the "ah those good old days" syndrome...!

Anyway, much said.. i think its time to have a reality check.. no going back in time.. so time to buck up and prepare to take the exam that is coming!!! I shall rest my brain till 11pm today and continue to study later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the marker that i bought.. can write on a mirror or window.. any glass surface.. ( was inspired when i saw 直树 in 恶作剧之吻 and 恶作剧2吻 using.. haha.. i think its so cool now.. next time when i have the opportunity to.. i want my room to have a huge glass window.. then at night i could use the marker to write on the window... ah.. imagine.. against the dark night sky.. the projection of the marker's ink... so cool!!!)