Say hello to Mr Yellow Bunny! I just brought him home today... so cute right?? haha... din study today... don't know why also... sianz... suddenly have this feeling that my family doesn't need me.. i'm just the extra one... occupying a room in the house... maybe coz of my fully packed weekend with tuition.. the time i can spend with my family decreases... they started to plan activities without asking me whether i'm free.. coz they noe i'm not! thats why! but still i feel sad... don't know why also... after tuition today.. i knew they will be out since afternoon.. so i din wan to come home to be welcomed by an empty house... i msged my mum to tell her i'm not eating dinner at home.. she just replied ok and din asked why... i asked a fren out for dinner and movie and got home only at 10plus just now... i feel so pathetic! why is my life like this? i was out just now... at PS.. so crowded.. families, couples.. friends... lots of ppl... although my friend is with me.. i still feel that i'm sad deep down my heart... i need company... i need to feel that i'm important.. that i'm needed! =( why the sudden urge to cry again?! I hate myself!!!!!

But still.. i thank my friend, Wei Har, for accompanying me today.. Thanks! I am really thankful...................................................