Sometimes i really don't know why i let myself end up in the situation i'm in now... Prelims are coming and i still took in another new student for tuition... end up occupying most of my time.. with not much time left to study... yes i noe.. i kept saying tt money is very impt.. but its not like i only care about money right? i know my limits... really.. i do... but still subconsciously i think the inner me doesn't think so... so great.. i have less time to study for my exams.. less time for myself.. more stress for myself... and know what.. i'm still blogging now at this hour! when i could be hitting my books?! yes i'm emo-ing again... not quite serious compared to the other time when i post my previous blog entry... i literally cried a little you noe.. and its like i dun even noe what's the reason i'm tearing for..... does one get this kind of symptoms often when you get older? i don't know.. haiz.... i really really hate my life now.. although i tell myself that its ok.. i'll someow manage to get over all these.. but sometimes.. when i really have time to sit down quietly and think about things.. i feel sad all over again! its like the feeling when i can't get over the fact that i need to give tuition or work on a sunday... i thought that i have already gotten over that.. but now.... i find myself still dwelling over it.. =( so conclusion: i didn't get over it.... how i wish there is something... any little thing that will add something new to my life now!.... anything to make me look forward to you know... =(