Its tuesday so i have to go to school for class... and know what this week i decided to crash a lecture on tues, which means that i am attending 3 lectures in one day CONTINUOUSLY! 8.30 - 11.30 then 12.00 - 3.00 and then 3.30 - 6.30... haha.. by the time i'm attending the 3.30 ME lesson i'm like not really listening le.. haha... gg back to our seats after the break i 'overshot' and missed the row that we were seated! haha... then as quoted from Hema, 'that's why don't attend 3 lectures in a day" wahaha... anyway what i really wan to blog about is the incident that i witness on tues' morning on the bus on my way to school. As the bus was quite empty on the upper deck with only a few ppl seated here n there... there's this 2 girls abt my age.. that were chit chatting on the bus.. ok its not like its anything wrong to chitchat n talk on the bus.. but if u r talking abit too loud and then continually doing so from the moment u step on the bus till the moment u alight.. i think its abit too much... but since i had my ear piece on.. it din really bother me la.. although i can still hear bits of it through my music.... then there was this couple seated right behind me... at first i din know what the huaband was talking abt.. co i heard him saying in dialet 'bo nao' meaning no brains la.. then since its reaching my stop already i took off my earpiece.. then i know what it is abt... they were reflecting their displeasure abt the 2 girls who are seated directly across our seat..at first i thought they were from ngee ann poly.. so i din really care. haha but then when they din alight at ngee ann busstop and the next stop is my sch already......Oh man... then i hear the husband saying quite aloud intentionally in dialet:"..teirchary edu.. study so much got wat use... donno how to think"... oh mannn! u can imagine how embarrassed i felt.. since the 2 girls are alighting at the same stop as i am and they ARE still talking away!!! Haiz... i mean some people are just so insensitive and inconsiderate la... =( but then not all SIM students are like tt de ma...right?!

Today after LBO class in the morning.. i went to kovan to do some shopping.. haha need to help my mum get a pair of pants for her QiGong lesson.. and also some T-shirts for casual wear ;).. haha.. so of course i bought some new T-shirts for myself too! haha... wanted to get birthday present for my fren whose birthday is coming.. but then din know wat to buy and din see anything that caught my eye.. so end up din buy any present at all... Oooh.. and i saw another jacket that i think is quite nice.. haha its black with a little gold at the bottom... its really nice leh... haha but i din buy it la... coz i have like 2 jackets already... but then i might just buy it some time soon... coz my bro wants to buy new T-shirts too.. so we are most probably gg there on Saturday to shop again! Yipee!!!... haha i must say that i'm a big fan of LP zone..haha.. coz 1stly i like the feel i get when i step into that outlet... no stess.. and the clothes there are quite nice... abit of the streetwear style u know..=) anyway after all tt shopping, i have cravings for KFC's BBQ cheese meltz.. so went to have that for lunch.. and then coz my bag is kind of heavy with the heavy text that i need to bring for lesson today.. and plus all the shopping that i did... so i decided to go home 1st since there's still time before my tuition at 4.30pm... reach home i still got time to bathe 1st and rest awhile before gg out for tuition....=) Basically am in a light earted mood towards the end of the day as compared to this morning... coz smth happened and i just felt bad and also kind of irritated i must say... but i know i should feel that way.. but its like.. i always have the mentality that strangers are talking smth bad abt me behind my back... or judging abt me.. or smth to that extend... u never know what a person's thinking in his/her mind right? Haiz.. anyway its over... so i dun wan to drool over the issue too much... sometimes maybe its just me thinking too much... i know.. being the low self-esteem me.... =(

Was doing my LBO assignment yesterday... But till now i still haven finished yet!!! It seems more difficult than it already is!! Oh mannn.... someone help me?!

P.S. My table at the background seems very messy hor... haha.. but i dun have enough shelves to stack all my notes.. so they will have to be there...

Question of the Day: Will you be able to book a seat in a Lecture Theatre using this? =)

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Met Sherrie after my tuition on Saturday at Vivo City. Spend quite alot of money.. but at the same time it was enjoyable. We met at around 1.30pm, then had our lunch at Sushi Tei. Ate Udon and also my favourite scallope Sushi! Haha.. then we went to catch the movie Mr Woodcork... Its a comedy so very funny...=) then we went to walk around Vivo. haha.. then since Sherrie said she don't have dinner at home so we decided to hang around somemore b4 eating dinner.. so how did we spend the time? Wahaha.. we went for a 2nd round of movie!!!! Yes.. this time we watched 兄弟.. overall its still watchable... typical HK movie style... but then the ending not very nice.. haha... then by the time movie finishes, its already 9pm.. so we head to Food Republic and had our dinner.. I ate Wanton noodles.. its so expensive la there.. one bowl of noodles $4.00!!! Haiz... but then its only once in a while la... haha burnt a big hole in my pocket.. but then like what Sherrie says, its only once in a while la.. haha and we take it that we are celebrating both our birthdays!...Belated one for Sherrie and Advanced one for me.. haha..=) Oh and that reminds me.. i'll go get Sherrie a belated birthday present.. only realised it when her birthday is already over!! Am feeling very bad... moreover, she still remembers my birthday!!

21 Oct 2007 - Pulau Ubin Trip with Family

Yeap.. i just got home not long ago from Pulau Ubin, me and my family went cycling there. Haha... coz its been a long time since i last cycled and also given the fact that i only learnt how to cycle like a few years back --- when we started out cycling after we rent the bikes today.. it was so hilarious la.. my cycling is so so unstable... i go left righ left right.. and i can't have people talking to me.. haha... need to focus all my attention on the bike!!!

Alright.. below are some pics from the trip:

就如标题： 双面人... 怎样的人我们才称他为双面人呢？ 是在你面前说一套， 在你背后说一套吗？ 还是在举止上， 在你面前做一套， 在你背后或是别人面前又做一套呢？ 有时候， 感觉会是你只是他的“后背朋友”。 当其他朋友无法做伴时， 才会想到你。 也可能， 我自己也是这样的人吧？ 不清楚。 只是有时候被好友“冷落” 时， 突然有的感想。 也可能是我自己多疑了吧？ 突然想到《兄弟》电影的广告。 里面有一句是说：“人在做， 天在看。” 真的很对， 我觉得，你可能能骗得了别人， 骗得了自己， 但是你骗不了老天爷。 有时候， 可能连自己都不知道自己是个双面人。 但是有时双面是不要的， 你不可能在父母面前和在朋友面前都有一样的言行举止吧？ 不知道， 至少我自己不能。 那我是不是也是双面人呢？



一首我想和大家分享的歌。 林宥嘉演唱的《你是我的眼》。 本人很喜欢。

原唱人是个瞎子，台湾人。 有听过他的版本， 不过觉得林宥嘉诠释的也不赖。 =） 大家试着去聆听吧！

每当听到不同的歌曲， 就会勾起我不同的回忆。

听到杨丞琳的《暧昧》， 183的《感情线》和七朵花的《迷宫》就会想起我在打工的时候的日子。 那时， 在补习中心打工。 总会遇到野蛮的家长， 调皮的学生等等。 有时做的很不开心， 去打工的途中， 有种想哭的冲动。

听到5566的《无所谓》和《我难过》， 就会想起中学， 中三中四的日子。 当时正在准备会考， 还有非常讨厌去上数学老师的课的心情。 上个礼拜， 还刚刚和中学的老朋友聚在一起。 谈话中， 回忆起很多当年的回忆。快乐的回忆， 不开心的回忆。 有时会在想， 当年如果我用另外一个方式去处理问题， 结果会不会就不一样了？！ 尤其是中二那年...有两件事我一直放在心上。 有一件事， 现在已经没事了。 因为我和她还是回到好朋友的阶段。 另一件事， 我很想做些什么， 但是我现在没办法找到联络当事人的方法。 不知道他还记得吗？ 或是， 已经忘了， 而是剩下我自己在钻牛角尖？

听到183和七朵花的《闭上眼默念三边》， 是在迷《王子变青蛙》的时候。 那时， 好像也在准备考试， 还边念书边听歌， 偶尔发呆， 还会在课本上画起筒篙。 真是要命！ 哈哈。 听到5566的《永不放弃》， 就是在看《格斗天王》的时候。 那时， 因该是高中快会考的时候吧。

我在学校总是个无名人士， 可以说是每年都很低调的过， 然后就默默的毕业了。 上了大学后， 很有缘分的， 能和八年不曾见面的小学朋友， 又再度见面。 我们还能再在一起上课。 我真的很高兴！ 毕竟， 这种缘分不是每个人能有的。

我想每个人到了人生的一个阶段， 就会回头看。 回想念起， 以前的回忆和朋友。 也会后悔， 当年没有做的事情， 或是做错的事情。 这些都是人生必经的过程吧。 我不知道往后的日子， 当我再度回头看这些回忆时， 我的嘴角会不会挂着微笑，但是我一定会把跟我插身而过的人， 和和我建立了友情的每一位朋友， 各个都铭记在心。 =） 因为有你们， 在会有今天的微微。 也不忘了， 我的家人！ 爸爸妈妈和两个弟弟。 =）

在多一个月， 我就二十岁了。 到现在为止， 我想我唯一的遗憾就是在快二十年的人生里， 我还没有碰见那个会让我脸红心跳加快的那个他。 =）

哈咯！ 好像有一阵子没上来跟新了吧。

先说说今天。 早上六点多就起身， 因为得去学校上课。 而且今天是难得的准时到学校哦！ 哈哈。 ok forget it, type in english faster coz need to go dinner soon! haha... anyway after class in the morning i made my way down to amk, went for an interview at a tuition centre to teach group tuition. the environment there is not but, but coz the rate seems abit low for a start so i'm still considering. then coz its still early for tuition i went to walk around at amk hub... its really like walking around aimlessly lor... bought a very nice small pouch for my hp though.. haha.. then since its lunch time i decided to see got what i can eat for lunch... and since i'm alone i dun wan to dine in... after walking around the same place like 2 rounds i decided to buy a MosBurger to eat... then bought le felt that i'm not really tt hungry so i put it inside my bag 1st... then went to take bus to tuition. Reached my destination abit early, so i sat at the bus stop to eat my burger... at that moment i have a thought in my head: 怎么那么凄凉啊！？ have to settle lunch alone at a bus stop.. haiz... wednesdays is always quite tiring for me.. have class in the morning then after that 2 tuition in a row... haiz.... all because i wan to earn more money!!!

Anyway.. recently been quite occupied, busy gg to classes and gg to tuitions... and also making a faithful attempt to study and do my tutorials.....sometimes din even bother to start up my computer when i get home.... One word to expressed my mood... Sianz... mabe i just need a little smth to spice up my life for abit now?! Who knows... haha... anybody got any suggestions? haha... but not smth that will make me financially unstable k... but then.. its not like i'm very financially stable not la... wahaha... k i go dinner liao.. i not my mummy will start scolding... bye.... =)

Hi... back to blog again... today's a tiring day. Had class in the morning at 8.30am till 11.30am. Then meet up with my friend to go lunch at AMK then go off to tuition at 2.15pm. First tuition ends at 3.45pm.. then off i go to make my way to the 2nd tuition at 4.30pm till 6pm. Just got home and had a bath just now and now i'm infront of my computer blogging. =)


Was chitchatting with my friend, Hui Shi over lunch this afternoon. Talked about all those days in Sec school. Haha..... i think i'm really old le... alot of the teachers' name she mention i had a hard time recalling!!! Haha.... Die... my memory is failing me?! Haha... any way Hui Shi suggest to flip through the yearbook to get those memories back... i guess i really have to do that some time!


Today's LBO lecture was interesting as usual. Later part of the lecture was tutorial. In other words we will be asked questions. Haha.. and we actually had to take a piece of paper write our name on it and put it infront of us 'standing'. So that the lecturer could call our names to ask us questions. This 1st tutorial didn't turn out too bad... i guess for future tutorials we really have to prepare our work, if not we'll have difficulty answering the questions if the lecturer asked.


Tomorrow is thursday. Its a long day again... 4 hours of break inbetween mann... but then i really don't wan to crash into the earlier 12pm class... later very packed again how? Ok maybe its just me worrying too much, but still i dun want to attend a lecture with the constant worry that i'm guilty of taking up someone else's seat which is by right rightfully his/hers! I mean if the class is quite empty and it doesn't hurt for me to crash then i'm of course more than willing to crash and come on.. i get to go home early also! But then its not the case now.... haiz... I'll just be a good law abiding student that only goes and attend the classes that i signed up for!! =)