Was in quite a moody state since yesterday evening. I guess because things that i plan doesn't work out the way i wanted to. Suppose to go out with my friend to watch the movie Rat-a-too-ee.. but then Murphy said that he wanted to watch so i decided to tell my friend that i'm gg to watch with my bro. then since my mum wanted to bring murphy go to her ex-colleagues' new house at SengKang then i suggested to go catch an evening movie after that. But then things just dun work out as i wanted.... my mum got hm late from work, so i knew the movie is a gone case... then she said that later in the evening then meet her go out for dinner.. but then guess what... she called hm at 8plus saying that she'll buy dinner hm for me n my other bro instead.... n gues what again.. she got home only at almost 10pm with our dinner. I know that is no reason for me to be angry about or what.. but still... sometimes when my mum is with those ex-colleagues of hers... her sense of time just doesn't work!.. i'm feeling anrgy coz i could be enjoying a movie with my friend on saturday, rather than cooping at home with my computer and looking at the time ticking away hour by hour..... ok maybe you all think its a stupid reason for me to be in a bad mood... but... whatever.... i just dun like it when things i already have planed out in my head, doesn't turn out that way...

and then just now, wanted to go out also no one bothers to inform me.... wait till everyone changed le then call me say gg out liao... what de hell la... make me change in a hurry.. dun even have time to shut down my comp and sign out of my msn..... then go out... 1st time in my life... i go out without knowing where we are heading...!

ok.. maybe things are not as bad as i'm thinking.. but they are just making me anrgy for some reason.... its like... they dun realise my existence or whatsoever... i'm vey sensitive to the people around me.. i need the constant assurance of them to in turn reassure myself i guess...=(

Anyway just now during dinner.. i guess my dad sense me being upset... so he from time to time will show concern to me... asking me what i wan to eat for dinner.. taking food to my bowl... =)

Yes i guess its just me thinking too much.... my family does care about me...=) that's why i'm feeling alot better now...=) Also friend's concern when they see my msn nick.=) Thank You for helping me to reassure myself once again...=)