06-March-2007 19:45
The Mum's Sms to me: Hi, for my gal tuition fix at 6.30pm for mon and thur, 1 1/2 hrs. Her CA1 result for all the subjects were done very badly esp englishonly 35/100. I'm quite upset of her result... as no improving...

My sms reply: Okay.. can.. I'll try my best to help her... (wat can i say? haiz...)

i'm very sad and depressed now... how come will like tt? My the other student in 1 1/2 hr i like can do so much with her... this p4.. she sometimes take almost an hr to do just hw.... seriously i teach her also teach till very sianz... feel like cheating money like tt.. sometimes go there n see her do hw for almost an hr.. then left 30mins... if lets say do maths.. at the speed she is doing... only at most complete 2 to 3 problem sums.then she dun wan to think herself... only sitting there waiting for me to say ans only... then i think the mum is hinting if results still never improve will change tutor... coz got one time she like smile smile like tt say la... to her daughter in front of me.. say if her results still never improvethen will change tutor.. also i think she dun like the timing always jumping around not fixed.. but then.. its not me!!!! its her daughter say wan wat time wat time de can....got one time even worst... tuition in the late afternoon.. i reached abit earlier.. so have to wait for her finish her lunch.. then she was watching vcd and eating at the same time.. u know tt time how long i waited to start tuition? almost 1/2 an hr can.. and its not because she still eating but SHE came in n tell me she wan to watch the vcd show... n then continue sit there watching.. coz her lunch still slowly eating.... i mean am i tt easy to bully... students could climb up on my head anytime they want?! that time was the 1st time after teaching tuition for quite sometime, that i'm at the verge of blowing my top! i mean i dun like to scold students also.. scold le i also no mood to contuine teaching.. wats the point like tt? Arghh... if not for the one most important thing in life now: MONEY... i dun have to put myself through such tortures...

make me now no mood to study for my last paper tml.. which is sociology.. =( feel like bursting in tears la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!! NOTHINGS GOING WELL EXCEPT ALL THE BAD THINGS!!!