Today, my mummy and murphy left for genting le... now at home only left my daddy, my other bro and me... haha now at home really is 'bo jeng hu' (no government in hokkien) liao... haha.. but still will feel abit weird la.... so quiet now the house... haha nvm they will be back very fast de.. this sat afternoon =) Oh i visited the Institute of Mental Health (IMH) today. Its the first time i went there.. kind of different from how i imagine it to be though.. haha don't worry i dun go there because i got mental problem ok... when there to visit a relative actually... haiz....

Had some random thoughts to share:
someone asked me some questions and I gave some thoughts to it and here is my conclusion: well... of course i'm sure every typical girl in her mind she will have this perfectly romantic scene story and plot where she will meet her prince charming and how they will get together and then get married and lived happily ever after. I mean you watch any drama series wounldn't you also imagine that you r tt female lead who makes the male lead so deeply in love with you and stuff? haha... anyway... i can't really connect with the idea of "looking for a boyfriend" i mean, i feel that this kind of thing should come naturally... but sometimes i feel that i might have kind of given up on the thought that things will really come naturally for me la.. after waited for so long?! maybe? wahaha... although i still deeply have the belief that that special someone should come by very naturally and we would become friends first kind of thing... not those love at 1st sight kind of thing, because i think that couldn't be very realistic ba.... yes of course when you see friends around you being in love having boyfriends, i'll be envious, but i guess sometimes i am just brainwashing myself saying that without a special someone, i still have my friends and family... but no matter how envious i am or watever, i still want things to come naturally, leave it to fate should be another way to put it ba? i mean this kind of thing you cannot say u want then you'll have it de... like ppl in MIRC who will PO messages saying that they are looking for a serious relationship... but in my mind i thought to myself, is that really going to work? will they really manage to find a boyfriend or girfriend out there? My belief still holds i guess... tt special someone will come by as a friend 1st =) and i know i'm very old fashion but tt person should be older than me.. but not too much older la... max 3 yrs older.. haha... and under the influence of too much tv.. he should be know me so well that he knows what i'm thinking without me saying or doing anything, tolerate my bad bad temper, be fillial la... have a sense of humour? or tolerate my lameness sometimes? haha...erm.. not too tall like 180cm plus coz i'm short... wahaha... i don't know... maybe that special someone doesn't exist in the 1st place? who knows?