Eleen is a Scorpio baby born on 10 Nov 1987.
She has a liking for 5566, Yellow, Rabbit, Reading, Music, Gu Zheng, Browsing the Net & Blogging.
She dislikes Crowded Places, Hot Weathers, Lizards & Hypocrites.
I suddendly feel that my life is so so so pathetic! Ok i know saying that i don't really have time to study is a lousy reason. In fact, i know clearly myself that i do have time to study if i organise my time well. So the main reason for how i'm feeling now is actually aroused when i was trying to plan what i'm going to do tomorrow after my morning lecture. Here's what i have planned. There are 3 things i have to complete by tomorrow. 1) i need to finish reading up my Sociology Study Guide Chapter 2.5 on Research Methods-- this is ok, doesn't pose much of a problem i guess.. 2) i need to read up on my IBM, reason: if not i'll feel insecure going to lecture on this coming thursday--- this is not ok... because i know i can't really "finish" reading by then! 3) i'm suppose to prepare my tuition work! --- this is a problem.. you see i currently got this primary 3 student and i'm suppose to be tutoring her for english. maths, science and abit of chinese. And much to my 'horror' i realised that her results are really bad... and for every tuition assignment i go to, i always find that my 1st instinct on the first lesson is quite accurate. Coming back to this p3 assignment, the mother seems too over 'friendly' on the 1st day! what do i mean by that.. i don't know how to describe my feelings, but its like she keeps smiling at me until the extend that i started feeling weird... or uncomfortable... so my feelings tell me that i might not be able to continue after 8 lessons... So now i'm getting myself stress over tuition as well!!!!! Help! i can't help myself feeling that way.. stress in school + stress from tuition = Argghh....!!!!!! But i need the money! i seriously don't want to ask for money from my parents...they have already help me to pay for my school fees which is so damm expensive..... its not right for me to ask them for money somemore! Shi Bu Shi Zhen De Zhi Yao Xiao Yi Xiao, Jiu Mei You She Me Shi Qing Shi Guo Bu Liao De Ne? Wo Hen Huai Yi, Wang Wang Shi Qing Zhen De You Zhe Me Jian Dan Ma?! =(
Angeline
August 2006
