Friday, September 01, 2006
The Beginning of the Break
Today's Friday again, but this time round also the beginning of a one week break from school. Have to make full use of this one week break to catch up on my studies. Time really flies, now is already September. About four more months its the end of the year already. Year 2006 will be over. Thinking back, alot of things happened this year, major changes to my environment, my life, and my thinking also i guess. Have this feeling that my life is not that fufilling, not much ups and downs, but if there is really alot of ups and downs, i'll feel quite miserable also.. haha beacuse i'm not someone that is really quick to adapt to new changes. Recently i feel that my mood tend to vary alot. One moment i'm feeling really happy, the next moment i might be feeling down. Is it beacuse i'm getting older, experiencing more things? or is it just something else? i don't know. i feel that life till now is still not complete... sometimes when you really need to talk, there's no one to really talk to, or i should say i'm not someone who can really talk to another person about what or how i'm feeling. When will the day come when there is such a person that is able to know what i'm thinking without me saying it out? A person who knows the reason why i'm feeling down, knows when is the time to crack a joke to make me laugh, knows the reason why i'm happy today, knows when to just quietly be by my side when i don't feel like talking... there might not be such a person after all... anyway, still hoping that my wish will come true this year and also that i'll be able to cope well with my studies! that's all, got to go out for tuition soon.. bye...
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